It's my first time to create a personal page on an official blog site like this. I usually incorporate my personal writing on my social network account or just plainly write my thoughts on my journal. It's been a while since I did both, probably because I was so pre-occupied with adjusting to adult life and the problems accompanied in it.
I've been introduced to this site since two years back I think, by my good co-worker and friend Shiela. She has a blog of her own at that time and I was fond of reading her entries, but did not create one yet. My life then was focused on a day-to-day basis of accomplishing my shifts in the hospital, feeling more of like it's an obligation since I worked as a health care assistant instead of being a staff nurse. One of my biggest frustrations in life. But let's not dwell on the past now since nothing can be done to change it,probably mention the reasons behind the frustrations some other time when the great depression mode strikes again. Hope not though!
So there, what I really want to say is that I missed writing down what I feel and think for a while. I just come to realize this last lenten season wherein I did allocate time to reflect and have silent moment for self and God. I've reread my journal and it's almost a year of not writing. It has helped me to settle my feelings and calmed me in times of overwhelming surge of emotions over a certain issue or event in life,especially when one can not share it to friends. And rereading it after few weeks or days makes me realize that what you thought of a dark moment at that time will eventually turn out fine somehow.
I'll continue doing what I love then! Writing that is...since it's one of the things that I could for now. =)
I've been introduced to this site since two years back I think, by my good co-worker and friend Shiela. She has a blog of her own at that time and I was fond of reading her entries, but did not create one yet. My life then was focused on a day-to-day basis of accomplishing my shifts in the hospital, feeling more of like it's an obligation since I worked as a health care assistant instead of being a staff nurse. One of my biggest frustrations in life. But let's not dwell on the past now since nothing can be done to change it,probably mention the reasons behind the frustrations some other time when the great depression mode strikes again. Hope not though!
So there, what I really want to say is that I missed writing down what I feel and think for a while. I just come to realize this last lenten season wherein I did allocate time to reflect and have silent moment for self and God. I've reread my journal and it's almost a year of not writing. It has helped me to settle my feelings and calmed me in times of overwhelming surge of emotions over a certain issue or event in life,especially when one can not share it to friends. And rereading it after few weeks or days makes me realize that what you thought of a dark moment at that time will eventually turn out fine somehow.
I'll continue doing what I love then! Writing that is...since it's one of the things that I could for now. =)
